An extraordinary realisation today

Having just come off a call with my 121 client I felt the call to share something extra-ordinary.

Today we talked about our personal power and how we so often give it away.

Letting our joy, safety, happiness and bliss be determined by external factors like the money in our bank account, the number of clients, the success of our clients or business or things going our way.

Then as soon as we hit challenges our emotional state goes haywire. We no longer feel in our power. We start feeling dependent and at the mercy of things outside of us.

I told my client a story about my morning and I cried.

Over the last few weeks and on and off this year I have been struggling with knocks to my confidence, my bank account and my worth.

There has been stress and anxiety and fear peppered within some incredible highs.

The last week has been particularly potent.

This morning I drove my daughter and her friend to an open day at a senior school.

The sun was shining, I had the music on and I looked in the mirror and my daughter was singing with her eyes shut and her heart full.

Something came over me, a bliss of so much magnitude I felt like my heart was going to explode.

Not because something big happened in my business but because of being totally present in a moment I was having.

Then something landed with me.

These frequencies of bliss and joy are always available to me.

And there I was forgetting and thinking that these frequencies come through things and stuff and everything being on track.

That I am to wait for permission from forces outside of me to feel certain things.

When in fact it is the other way round.

All the 'things' respond to this joy because I don't need the 'things' for the joy.

I am the master. The things are not.

I get to have what I desire not because I am dependent, needy, reliant.

I get to have it because of who I am.

The first is the frequency of lack, the second one the frequency of abundance.

Because I go first. I have the power.

I am so powerful that I can find bliss in the smallest of moments.

The energetic state comes from within me. So it's always there.

This is true power and it is as magnetic as anything.